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Sent to a friend Im 19 and i want to die so much.I've had severe depression problems since i was a kid.
I loved a girl for 3 years before an intense 9 month relationship, which ended 3 years ago. I still think about her EVERY SINGLE DAY, sometimes all day, sometimes something small reminds me of her. I dont love her anymore because we havnt spoken much since, but i havn't been with anyone else since and i miss the love so much. We're still friends and shes there for me, but i can't tell her.
I frequently spend hours alone crying in my room,smashing it up or smoking cannabis until i fall asleep. i havnt told anybody what im going through, this is the first time ive let it out of my head.
life REALLY isnt worth it. I hope it gets a lot better soon because if i believed in God as the creator and maintainer of all life, I would hate him.
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Comments
- get off the pot seek help be produtive
- I think you should not talk to the bitch. the cannabis will help you. just masterbate when u are high. it's good.
- You are weak. Work hard to get stronger. Work hard to change that which you do not like about yourself. Go to college, it is a great place to fall in love again. Lastly, stop smoking weed! It ain't gonna solve any of your problems for you, you must overcome them yourself, that is what it means to be a man.
- hang in there get off the pot, i love the stuff but no good can come of it... I'm an old guy(39) and have had my heart ripped out. Get some menning less sex to get her off you mind. trust me some one will come along steel you heart.. you may never forget but time will help heal some shit. Good luck and keep the faith
- the weed is fucking you up, get off it and get help for the depression, and for christ sake get laid!
